Saturday, February 20, 2010

Struggle to Study

So I seem to be ruminating on all the things that I could do with my life, things I should do with my life, what makes me happy, other jobs i could take, and on... each time I try to sit down and study for my prerequisite courses. Right now i'm avoiding statistics by writing this post.

It has been getting better as more pressure is mounting (it's 4 weeks into the semester and assignments are due) and there is less time to think of all the things I could be doing instead.

The prominent questions that keep coming up, Why nursing and not something else? Are you doing it just for the money? Why not do something you are more passionate about? Now i'm still struggling with these questions, I'm happy they are beginning to take a back seat to my studies.

Apolo Ohno was forced to decide what to do with his life, what to put all your heart and soul into, at 16 in a cabin alone for 8 days. So he decided on skating, and has become great because of it.

And although I don't know what I want to put my heart and soul into, I am working towards continually being a happier person. And going after the CRNA is part of that.

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